#ATWOFL (Lyrics)

I wish to create something better To understand more than I expected How can I do this, with this substance? Beckoning, calling me to be someone else Caring less, but happiness Decisions are made without memory When the time comes I hope you hear my voice Just know you always had a choice The only thing keeping me alive is a thought A hope, maybe faith I see things clearly, but I don't want to I want to hide from life, from myself Be cloaked in someone else But my memory fades And so do I I'm better than this I care no longer When the time comes I hope you hear my voice Just know you always had a choice