Can't Have It All at Once (Lyrics)

I'm gonna put my pellet down And rip the skin right off my mouth It seems to be a part we can make connection/puddle we can make an eggshell [?] Someone's thrown the wires out I'm stuck in a place where all the teachers can't be trusted Everything revolves around their appetite Decisions become more abnormal The more attention it gets paid I'm enrolled as a potter of the first edition Without the arrangement of the errors made Something started happening to the people I love None of them have spoken to me since The way they used to back when I was just a little boy It's different My pulse, it is gone Rapidly beating the window With my head (It takes time) Why can't I get anyones attention out there (It takes time) I get too caught up When counting all the things I can't do right I'm just around the corner from the crucifixion Just around the corner from the crucifixion Something started happening to the people I love None of them have been close to me since The way they used to back when I was just a little boy Deliver him My pulse, it is gone Rapidly beating the window With my hands Why can't I get anyones attention out there (It takes time) (It takes time) We can't prepare for war And prevent it at the same time (It takes time) Know I've chosen the sign I don't know where the line is 'Cause it takes time Can't have it all at once [x4]