Don't Smile in Trouble (Lyrics)

I won't pick up the phone You said I'm better off alone Don't wanna hear your voice I can't just sit, smile, laugh 'bout stupid jokes You make me puke my insides out I'd even take this pain You broke my heart, you cursed my life, you stole my self-esteem As your self-confidence Grows bigger I warm up my hands To chop your ears and scream Those things I never dared to say, just in my dreams, go Let me out, I want out into the rain Let me out, to wash away the pain