From the Inside Out (Lyrics)

On my way back one night From my shitty fucking job To my shitty fucking house alright I got the urge to head to the store to cop some fucking pills Like I did for years before But I'm not like that not anymore But the demon inside rotting at my core Is bashing my skull against my bedroom wall And clawing at my skin waiting for your call I'm lost I don't know what to do except write these shitty songs And tell myself you were right all along You ever feel like you've lost your grip On something you loved before you slipped Well I do every single day I've spent too many years just rotting away I don't wanna go back To the darker days before There's no turning back I can't let this sickness win I'm rotting from within What's lost can soon be found From the inside out All I wanted was a fucking end To this life of mine but I would just pretend That things always went my way Yes I'm fine and ain't life great My days are dark but they were much worse But sometimes I feel like I'm right on course For the life I swore I left behind Where I sat at home just waiting to die