I can't believe I let her go Yeah well I guess that's heavy life It's heavier than snow melting like lovers' polar ice Never wanted to be cold or fall ghost from deafening tones Now I've risen from below patient and waiting by the phone Breathe in! barely alive yeah we're barely alive Save me from the shadows where I'm low Give me your hand: I've been lost but I'm back from the grave When will you learn? I deserve this disease but I'm back to you to prove I can change Let me back in