Insane (Lyrics)

If you ever wondered why I'm so bitter Well I'm staring at the sky and its only getting dimmer I'm afraid ill admit after all I'm only human Raised to make mistakes and live off my delusions But as my days go by I sit and wonder why Sometimes I cant relate to anyone or anything But the world will always turn regardless what I think I really hate to sound like a broken record But I feel like I am crazy I guess its for the better I rather be this way then chained to your lies You call this growing up I think I rather die The weight of my decisions gather up on my back My bones bend and break but my heart remains intact I know who I am can you say the same? If society has taught me anything its I rather be “insane” I wont give in that easily (Of course I am afraid) I will hold onto whats left of me (and my insanity) Yes I'm afraid to carry on this life Afraid to lose my mind my heart and my soul Yes I'm insane but I will live this life My heart is my own I won't give you control Of all I am