found out how scared you were to ask how i knew everything but not how i ever blamed you. i know you were never aware, so how could you say "sorry, how could i take and take and never think of you? i'm not sorry i don't care about you." found out how little i felt when i stepped back and heard you say, "it's not my fault - i was raised this way." and i'll be damned if i pity you like i used to do when i still loved you.