Listless (Lyrics)

I'm tired of hating all these things that I once loved My guitar's lying on the floor I can't stop laughing still I'm crying These tears of joy or bitterness, they somehow feel the same No I'm not deaf, I just won't hear Go back to days when this was real The sea is darkening A summer breeze invades my lungs It's giving me the creeps as I'm Thinking of the days when We screamed out loud The joy, the anger & the love Hearts in our mouths We passed out hand in hand at last A bird can't spread its wings I'm having trouble breathing, it's so tiring to sing Stuck in my head for way too long now This melody of listlessness is poured into my ears So wake me up, I'm almost dead Kill this clown that's in my head I see the sunset A wind of past blows through my hair A smell so fresh and unexplored It makes me wanna die there So I scream out loud The joy, the anger & the love Hearts in our mouths I'll pass away alone at last A garden that has lost its flowers A flower that has lost its loveliness The sea is darkening A summer breeze invades my lungs It's giving me the creeps as I'm Thinking of the days when We screamed goodbye A fire burned it to the ground the house of all my dreams I can't stop now it's way too late them down, I fall asleep and die