Not Another Christmas (Lyrics)

All the little shiny people at the shopping mall Make me sick, I don't wanna be like that at all I don't really wanna live in a commercial I want dope for Christmas Everyone's so fucking special with their family That they hate, but they gotta decorate their tree And maybe I just really don't wanna live, you see? I want dope for Christmas Mari Mari, won't you Come and carry me through? I need ya more than you do Someone should carry me through now I failed somehow... So come on Mari Mari won't you Come on and carry me through? Santa comes and he makes everything so great But me? I guess it's probly that it's just too late My heart's black and I'm hanging on the edge of hate My suicide for Christmas Come December, little kids with no mom and dad Get all wasted on that bottle of that Old Grand Dad Cause we kinda got the feeling that we all been had Heroin for Christmas Mari Mari, won't you Come and carry me through? I need ya more than you do So won't ya show me how to now? ...Where are you now? Oh, Mari Mari won't you Come on and carry me through? Mari Mari won't you Come and carry me through? I need you more than you do Someone should carry me through now So, Mari Mari won't you Come and carry me through? I need you more than you do Someone should carry me through now I failed somehow... So now, Mari Mari won't you Come on and carry me through...now? Mari Mari won't you Come and carry me through? I need ya more than you do Someone to show me how to Mari Mari won't you Come and carry me through? You leave me every year, so Why can't you once come down & Show - me - how... ...Where are you now?