Not Funny (Lyrics)

Last of a kind I am, not missed or even known In a moment of weakness I let you take me home Now I'm listening all over - I'm a running joke Some story the soldiers tell, that kind of joke It's not, it's not funny I was not welcomed home, But they let me sleep outside And this was more than most And they let me keep my life It's not, it's not funny This was my only crime for which I'm twice condemned If I get torn in half, how will all my running run? Because in this war for me they won't use my name Because it fills them with honor and it fills them with shame Sometimes I think on him Hair sneaking around my waist My head is thrown to one side Every hear of myself replace It's not, it's not funny Between the sun and and moon there is no place for me If I seem serious - that's the way of wilderness