Note to Self (Lyrics)

Well you came all this fucking way to lose it all You know your head won't come to rest beneath these squalls Still here we are running down a dream Living in a past that never will come clean What the fuck are we doing here? You shouldn't need a song to make this clear Lost sight of all you ever dreamed of There has to be a reason while you still insist on tearing yourself down Became the one thing you're afraid of Your mind already made up, if you let no one in you'll never make it out Even now you still refuse to just forget her And when your heart expires you'll blame it on the weather Chasing down the past like some white whale You know that's a ship that never will set sail What the fuck are you waiting for? Get off your fucking ass get out the door Out of time and out of place The years like scars across your face Old records to remind you life is long when you're longing