S.F.B.I.H.Y.D. (Lyrics)

I keep my memories of you in a drawer, Old letters you wrote me sentimental things. I can't bear to look anymore, I guess your life is better now. Finally have security and a man you plan to marry, I guess you're not feeling you're without. Do you ever remember me, And all those things we planned to be, The times I held you late at night? When all I am to you is a memory. Four years and counting that's all I am, It's just wasted time gone by. I can't explain the way I feel inside, This loneliness grabs me and won't let me go And I've got nowhere to hide. I was twenty two years old And didn't have many friends, You'd taken everything from me. I'm not afraid of being alone inside this world 'Cause I know one day your time's gonna come. I think about you, no asylum in my sleep. Dreams of moments we have shared are painful things to keep. Time is the healer and I guess in time we'll see, When you realize what you had will be a memory.