Colored shards rain down like misguided confetti How can something so beautiful cause so much dismay Blood drops exclaim their existence Running hand-in-hand with unending pain [Chorus:] I can Do this alone But why Would I want to My hands Bleed all day long My mind Knows I could never reach you I've sacrificed friendships, dismembered family through everything I gained I threw my world away What cost is worth your existence When everyone you know has gone away? [Chorus] Here I stand broken-hand-anger management I threw my life away throw everything away This time I die to fight I'll reside under twilight I threw my life away throw everything away