Every morning when I wake up In the afternoon Nothing doing in my brain as I sit here Doing nothing in my room I quit quitting smoking I am old and unemployed My bandmates all alive in Alaska I barely exist in a lifeless void I'm sort of fun at parties So let's hang out and pretend we feel alive Something is always wrong But I keep trying and trying And trying and trying Something is always wrong I keep on trying over and over again Feeling is always strong But I keep dying and dying And dying and dying Insides are almost gone I keep on dying over and over again I wanted to commemorate Another day another great escape I stay in here to contemplate Contemplate escaping this escape The clock creeps I'm stalling (No time for fucking up) 'Cause you won't stop calling And I am gonna fix it Gonna fix it till it's broke My life's ambition is to be a joke Something is always wrong But I keep trying and trying And trying and trying Something is always wrong I keep on trying over and over again Feeling is always strong But I keep dying and dying And dying and dying Insides are almost gone I keep on dying over and over again