Two Friends (Lyrics)

I wish I may, I wish I might. I wish I had an alibi. Some of the hurt won't go away, My best friend moved to London today. At times trying to put my soul in a song Is as complicated as writing my Mom. It's just a drag to say goodbye When you know very well that there's a reason why. In the back of my mind is an unpaid debt For times I've learned and can't forget. Talking til dawn in a drunken haze; Could there be a better way? Well I don't want to be a leader, I don't want to be led. I just want to go to bed. Sometimes it cuts right to the bone. An ugly fear of dying alone. I wish I may, I wish I might. I wish I had an alibi. I can't explain how much I want you to stay, My best friend moved to New York today. When I saw you I lied right through my teeth, I know you expected more from me. To be the best of friends at the worst of times, Like a wonderful song with too many lines. At times I see real despair; Sometimes I act like you're still there. Like expecting to hear your keys at the door, Or wearing a shirt that you once wore. It's got nothing to do at all with sex, It's just a deep attachment that I have for my friends. I would like to make the wrongs all right, But me and my cat are alone tonight. I wish I may, I wish I might. I wish I had an alibi. Some of the hurt won't go away, Two of my best friends moved so far away.